"my love, where are you. I have been looking for you all my life. There is a picture of a face in my heart, I look for that face wherever I go. This life seems so hollow without you,there is no pleasure in anything.
I want to feel you besides me, I want to lay my head in your laps, feel your fingers in running through my hair, breath in your body's fragrance. I want to tell you about everything in my life, secrets I haven't told anybody else. I want to tell you about my dreams, my fears and my aspirations.
I want to live with you in my dreamland. Where there will be no problems, no pain and no distractions. It'll be a valley of flowers, of clear cool springs, a carpet of lush green grass spread over the ground. The smell of joy and freedom in the air warming our hearts. In the moonlit nights we'll walk on the beach, with our fingers entwined, your head on my shoulders.
The mere thought of your moonlit white face, with those sensual pink lips, those bottomless eyes, the slender nose, gives my heart a sweet pain, that eternal bliss which warms the heart of lovers."
Sweet Pain
You and Me
Love
Believing
Your Love
Paradise
I Love You
Me and Her
Hope
guilt
You
Starry Night
Love of my Life
looking for someone
walk on the beach
anchor
Sweet Pain
I don't know what is it,
I can't give it a name,
It squeezes my heart,
I want it to stay,
It's like a lovely feeling,
It's like a sweet pain,
You and Me
I feel like a conqueror,
I hear music in the air,
I walk on the clouds,
I smell flowers of paradise,
I am drunk with pleasure,
Believing
Once I used to see monsters,
I also used to believe in fairies,
Then the monsters and fairies disappeared,
Soon I started seeing things again,
All figments of my imagination,
Your Love
Your love makes my life worth living,
The smile on your face brightens my day,
Seeing your face, when I open my eyes,
The fear of losing you and your love,
The thought of living without you,
Paradise
When I think of heaven or paradise,
Lying with you on my couch,
Listening to music, counting the stars,
Drowning in those clear beautiful eyes,
Touching those lips, those petals of rose,
Kissing the hollow of your neck,
Yes, these and more of you,
I Love You
I know you have heard all this before,
I will let nobody or nothing harm you,
There is only one wish in my life,
You can tell me all your fears,
I will be yours, even if you are not mine,
You think, I will get over this feeling soon,
I cannot put my love for you in words,
Me and Her
I have lost myself in her eyes,
Now she is the only one I know,
She has taken over my soul,
When I am with my sweetheart,
Her face is like a white rose,
When she uncovers her face at night,
I can sit and worship her for eternity,
She owns me and my heart,
I have sacrificed everything for her,
Hope
People say that I am a fool,
I know she may never be mine,
One day she may understand my love,
She says we can always be friends,
Someday she will be with someone,
Maybe I should forget her and move on,
I still hope against all hope,
guilt
Has she forgotten me,
I do remember her tearful promises,
She said she will wait for me,
She didn't wanted me to go,
It is better for my future,
Do I really expect her to wait for me,
More importantly, is my love ?
Would it be the same feeling,
Or have we grown apart,
Saying sweet nothings to each other,
Do I really still love her,
Can someone tell me,
Should I go meet her,
or should I say good bye,
You
I forget all my troubles and problems,
I loose contact with the reality and pain,
When I am feeling down in the dumps,
I feel myself on the top of the world,
I feign anger at your delightful little pranks,
Yes I know, I am evil to make you suffer,
Are you and all this blissful rapture,
You will be mine in this world and the next,
Because even heaven will be agonizing,
Starry Night
Starry Night
love in the air
you and me
holding hands
jingling of your earrings
your footsteps on the leaves
rustling of your clothes
music to my ears
sitting on the grass
my arms around you
gazing at the stars
your fragrance engulfing me
lost in love
you and me
oblivious of the world
bliss, rapture, ecstasy......
Love of my Life
She is the reason of my being,
Just when I had lost all hope of finding someone,
Her innocent beauty takes my breath away,
When she looks at me with those gazelle eyes,
The cute little dimples on her cheeks,
Those sensuous pink lips mesmerize me,
Those small pretty hands so delicate,
She flows into a room like musical notes,
She is not a creature of this earthly abode,
I don't know what I did to deserve her,
looking for someone
someone who loves me,
someone who smiles with me,
someone to share a dream,
someone to hold me,
someone who accepts me with my vices,
someone who understands me,
someone who hides me within her,
someone with eternal beauty of love,
walk on the beach
You and me, walking into the twilight,
I watch the waves kissing your feets,
The sun waits to catch a glimpse of you,
You lay your head on my shoulders,
You come into the circle of my arms,
We talk about love, we talk about us,
We realize nothing needs to be said,
The sun leaves, envious of me,
Your beautiful lips are quivering,
They speak the language of love,
The eyes close, as our lips meet,
We stay that way for eternity,
anchor
Your warm embrace invigorates my soul,
The glint in those beautiful eyes,
When I hear your soothing voice,
When demons of reality close in,
When my fears drive me crazy,
Your presence is my only anchor,
but I can feel it.
but is in my heart.
whenever it comes.
and I want it to disappear.
which rubs my heart.
which I want to remember and forget.
when you are with me.
when you talk to me.
when you walk with me.
when you are near me.
When your lips kiss me.
LOVE
dream,
wish,
imagination,
idealism,
and a mystery.
LOVE
fairy tale,
fiction,
myth,
fib,
and a lie.
under my bed, behind the bushes.
the tooth fairy, and my GOD fairy.
the years passed by, I grew up
cupid, heart, love, and valentine.
all stages of a child growing up.
the thought of seeing you keeps me going.
coming back to you, is my only thought all day.
is my only prayer to God, everytime, everyday.
keeps my heart wondering, what will I do.
so unbearable, I know I will die.
your picture comes up in my mind.
moon filtering through the windows.
the warmth from you giving me joy.
nobody around to save me from those depths.
and tasting the nectar from its source.
feeling the ecstasy of your love.
are my images of a Paradise.
yes, I will always be there for you.
I will take care of you all my life.
I want to to live with you, for you.
You can talk to me about your dreams.
I will wait for you till the end of time.
only draining my veins will get you out of me.
but I can always say, I LOVE YOU.
I cannot see anyone but only her.
I have left the world for her.
I am no longer myself but her.
nothing and no one exists.
no where have I seen such innocence.
the moon fades away from my sight.
my eyes can never have enough of her.
I will follow her anywhere and everywhere.
and no I don't want anything from her.
loving someone who doesn't love me.
but who will tell this to my heart.
I dream of such a day too.
but can we be friends forever.
then I'll just be a fading memory.
why is this little step so painful, so impossible.
she will become mine, one day soon.
or is she still waiting for me.
when I was leaving her.
and their could be no one else.
but she said I should.
but was it better for us.
is her love strong enough.
do I even want her to wait for me.
when I go back and see her.
the conversations on phone just formality.
to hide our guilt, our frailty.
or am I afraid of breaking a heart.
what to say, what to do.
and find I don't love her.
and keep wondering if I did love her.
when you come running into my arms.
when your eyes suck me into their depths.
your angelic face lights up my life.
when your breathtaking beauty is beside me.
to get the taste of your innocent apologies.
but your heavenly concerned face makes me selfish.
is it real or just a fantasy in my mind.
I pray to God that this be always true.
if you are not there, to be with me.
seeing her keeps me living.
she walked into my heart, becoming the only one.
her sight revives my soul everyday.
my mind leaves this world, breaks all other ties.
the tinkling laugh, makes my knees go weak.
I can't look away, when she talks to me.
fits into mine as if designed by fate.
those dainty little feets, my heart so dotes.
God sent her to me from His heavenly float.
but I know, now I cannot live without her.
someone who forgives me.
someone who cries with me.
someone to share an ice cream.
someone to console me.
someone I can spend my life with.
someone who listens to my heart.
someone whose arms are my refuge.
someone I can grow old and die with.
Your hands in mine, your smile so bright.
I envy the winds caressing your hair.
The moon is out early to bask in your radiance.
Your heart is beating next to mine.
The cool air making you get closer to me.
We share dreams of a life together.
Everything understood without explanation.
The moonlight dances in ecstasy.
But your eyes are the one talking.
Inviting my lips to yours.
Locking the world out of our thoughts.
Oblivious of anything, lost in love.
when the cycle of life takes its toll.
sparks up my dreary life.
my throbbing mind finds some quiet.
your love shields me, saves me.
your smile brings back sanity.
In this turbulence called life.
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